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Bravely Guiding our Community through the Challenges of MOGAD

Andrea, proudly smiling toward the camera, is standing and leaning back on a sturdy metal railing with both of her arms reaching back and confidently grasping it. She is wearing her dark-grey v-neck style MOG Project t-shirt, casual blue jeans and light grey walking shoes. Newcastle, her yellow labrador and retired guide dog is sitting on the ground happily panting next to her, wearing a black MOG Project bandana. Behind the railing that both are standing in front of, there is a beautiful bay with grassy vegetation creeping into the waters from the land on the right filled with yellow and green grasses and spotted with hardier green fauna. The day is bright with opaque clouds and a breeze blows Andrea's wavy auburn hair backward, framing her face.

In late October of 2022 I had a hearing loss relapse. My doctors started me out on a prednisone taper, resulting in insomnia that lasted four months. I reached out to my general practitioner and neurologist, tried several medicines, but nothing worked. Over the next few months, I continued to get worse with increasing insomnia and other brain-related symptoms until I ended up unresponsive in the Antioch Kaiser Hospital for two months. I was then transferred to a rehabilitation hospital in Vallejo. This put me in a very dark place. One of my friends told me she got pissed while I was there because my IV was pulled out multiple times and blood was dripping from the puncture site. 

The only thing I recall is waking up and being told that I was not communicating in any way, shape, or form.

I was scared and unsure of what was to come. I had to learn how to walk and talk again with physical and speech therapy. At one point I remember waking up and realizing that all my hair was cut off in the back of my neck. It was very traumatizing and I felt violated.

Although I struggled with my memory, I was eventually able to find comfort and familiarity in music. Listening to The Ramones was very therapeutic for me since I knew the lyrics to all their albums. It was the one thing that helped with my memory and was the catalyst to where I am today.

Now I remember how proud I am of myself for helping other MOGAD patients find resources and MOG doctors in their area. As the Director of Blind Resources, I have helped develop patient resources, and I travel to many conferences and meet other patients with my condition. I recall the videos I created for those who are visually impaired or blind to help them find more independence in their daily lives. I also answer questions patients may have about the disease. Most importantly, I remember how resilient I am and that I never give up, so I am especially proud of myself for walking 3 miles to Big Break and back home without getting lost.

I had to practice that route multiple times to get it right.

This is the message I aim to get across when I conduct monthly support groups for MOG patients, showing them that no matter how challenging their situation is, there is always a way to persevere and overcome. It doesn’t happen all at once, but in small – sometimes microscopic – steps, that accumulate and build us up to the point where we can be at the place we couldn’t imagine at the time, but we do get there.

I will be going to The Guide Dog School campus soon to refresh my skills and show my instructor that I know how to communicate with service dogs and demonstrate that I know how to show my dog is obedient.

Andrea, smiling brightly to the camera with auburn-red hair shining in the sun, is sitting on a wooden bench in front of a lush bush with her retired guide dog. Newcastle, a yellow lab with a calm and mature stature who is sitting on the ground next to her right leg. He is wearing a black MOG Project-branded bandana and Andrea is wearing a dark grey MOG Project-branded v-neck t-shirt.

This is the next challenge that after going through what I have, I am prepared enough to handle.

By Andrea Mitchell

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